beLIEve

some call it White Lies.. But are they all? We are all not made up of softwares and devices whatsoever; we need hope, faith and to believe in something in order to move forward. But will these so called white lies that you believe in bring you to the place you wanted? I want to be able to see rainbows again, at least once in a while; i want to be able to smile from the inside out like i never had a problem to do so; i want to be able to have no problem sleeping nor eating again even though i may put on weight like i used to. Yes, may be believing in lies can somehow help you, boost up your guts and motivation to do something, but would you continue to believe in it when you know its all a lie? For me, i get frustratingly confused. Probably, because a girl's mind is just messed up, or plainly "we think too much".