It's been awhile, went back to Msia, and came back to Adelaide. Got sick on the second day being in Msia, but still forced myself to get my feet moving. Met up with friends, got what i needed for my visa; and left. For now, I've settled back at my place, and all that's left is to find a job, and of course, get my visa sent out. But, now I'm in dilemma. Should i get my PR now instead of getting a TR? sigh.. It's a huge and costly risk i will have to take. All the more reason to get a job and get it quick! Enough of relying on my parents, living on my parents' expense. It is time to take control. I know i will fail a few times, maybe more than others? lol But i'm not planning to give up.
On another note, No, i don't want to get a rebound; No, i don't want to return to the past. It is nothing compared to the decisions i have to make at this moment, and i'm going to ignore as much as i can, and do what i need to do first. Time heals all wounds. I'll leave it to time then. Yes, i will have a few break downs, afterall i'm still a girl, but life goes on; and there are more important things to do, like growing up. I may seem tough, but i can tell you that i'm not. It's just that there are things and people that are much more important than this, than me, and i'm not about to risk and waste it.
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