smirnoff!

heres some pics of my drinking session haha.. =P really a great night but bad evening.. =/ and till now i have not shed a tear.. i dont noe wat wrong with me.. i really donnoe.. i feel so heartbroken.. i feel so disappointed.. i guess, mayb coz im immune to it already.. in the end, i feel numb.. i really donnoe wat to do.. tried asking tina and sarah to pinch me, to hit me.. but still it didnt work.. wat to do.. =/ anyway, picture time.. just gonna put it a side, one fine day i will burst.. hopefully soon.. coz i cant stand not able to cry when i need and wan2..

sarah loy and i... =)
tina tan and i.. aka smoking kaki.. haha.. sadly haven found a clubing kaki yet.. aikx.. sadness..

okay.. camwhore moment.. just ignore haha.. i haven been taking self taken pics okay!! bare with me.. lol

believe it or not this has a meaning.. lol

empty~ but still want more!! highly recommended.. smirnoff vanilla vodka.. omgg.. its good.. especially with coke.. lol wat doesnt go with coke rite? haha.. but seriously its a must try~ lol thats wat i think tho.. =P

today, vern made me upset again.. when izzit gonna end.. i guess its just a down side of our relationship.. but why izzit the same situation again? doesnt he get the picture from the last arguement? the answer is no.. and i donnoe how to deal with this shit anymore..