okay, i need to release some anger..
don mind me.. lol don ask me anything abt it unless i talk to u abt it.. lol
anywayyy...
theres this bitch called morena.. she's from s'pore.. and she is interested in vernon.. i noe u would b saying wtf.. but yeahh.. its true.. she often ask him out after her class and shit.. and he went out with her alone b4.. and did not mentioned to me.. i guess coz he doesnt have any feelings towards her and thinks i would understand and shit.. but wtf.. do i have no feelings at all? m i a computer which can just delete my emotions? anyway, the day that we just got our internet, that bitch started chatting with vern.. which he did not tell me at all.. untill the next day when i saw her, she told me oh me and vern was chatting last night.. oh and i don have ur facebook.. wats ur email add arr? and when i answered her, she didnt even write it down or something.. she just like oh okay.. wtf.. don askm e when u don wanna noe lar.. just wanna lead to tell me oh i was chatting with vernon last night? fuck u bitch.. so nvm, i just let that fucking embarrassing moment go..
today.. just a few hours ago.. we went to this event where we could meet the mayor and have free food.. lol mostly going for the free food but there wasnt much.. anyway, back to the point.. that bitch was there.. so okay, i gave a frenly hello and stuff.. and straight away after we said hi.. her full concentration was to vernon.. even when sarah asked her something, she just ignored.. and ocntinue talking to vern.. and from facing us, to facing THEIR [which is VERNON and that fucked up bitch] backs to us.. and talking closely.. wtf.. was it that noisy there?? fuck man.. damn fucking showing me signs.. and vern just don do anything abt it.. and wat i heard tina told me that she actually took a glance at us.. donnoe which one of us.. but she was checking.. i have no idea wat the fuck is she thinking at all... omggg...
okay, the most dissapointing part.. i confronted vern at dinner, i told him.. "it wasnt really nice of u to do that.. i really didnt like it.. and im not comfortable with you being so close to her.." and guess wat he answered.. im not into her, im didnt do anything wrong.. i just need to socialize.. and i don have any contacts with ppl from s'pore.. well obviously i told him off and reasoned with him and telling him its not a right or wrong situation.. it is not wrong.. but it really hurts me.. eventho you're not into her but she is into u.. and don u think vern is giving her wrong signs too? haih i really speechless... couldnt tahan and just went to the toilet to cry.. and someone had to use the toilet so yeah.. fuck.. one night can happen like this.. she still can talk to me like she is friendly, and she acts as if she is sad coz WE [sarah tina me] never call her out.. which we never contact her ever?? oni went out with vern.. fuck...... damn fucking piss weiii.. omggg.... haih..
somehow telling it out still doesnt help..
anyway, sarah, tina and yusuf will b drinking with me tonight.. GREAT! lol
somehow, i feel alone again. and theres no where to hide.
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