Wednesday, May 27, 2009

my thoughts.

have u ever felt like crying all of a sudden?
for the things that had happened in ur life,
the past, and also for the present..
coz i do..
im glad that i went thru wat i did..
the good and the bad..
and clearly i miss it all..
i miss going out with my frens..
i miss going to college, where i have oly there..
we'll hang out at all sorts of places..
even the darkest place, we could find laughter..
we Brought laughter.. =]
i miss studying with her.. being able to do assignments with her..
eventho we are all stressed up, we could still find fun in it..
at least there was a companion..
i miss hanging out in school..
i miss playing vb!.. being tired, even having darker skin!
i'd rather have darker skin just to be able to play vb like we use to..
and after vb, we'd head to appollo for lunch/breakfast..
and just hang out.. yumcha~ sleepovers.. parties..
i miss doing crazy stuff in school..
i miss going to dance classes with mandy..
eventhough just for an hour of class.. haha..
but mostly we'll be at taipan early.. =P
god noes wat we do.. haha.. *winks*
hanging out in our old class room..
planning a backup plan for the future with jake omar and karweng..
singing at the back of our class..
im glad i've just these frens.. they are true to me..
rather than having many frens and none of them are true and real..
they have my back.. and they have mine!
sure we have some downsides..
but heck, i miss them all.. every part of them..
i miss the old me, i miss the old us.. i miss our lives..
i just hope when im back, everything will still be the same..
is this how its going to b further in the future?
where im all alone in a new environment..
where everyone would be bz with their own lives..?
everyone is drifting apart.. wat abt the future?
wat Is my future? where m I heading?
i really dont noe, and im lost..
.is this just another moody day? or is it just coz my period's coming?.
.its just something that is hidden, and thought of from time to time.
.its called life,and everyone has to go thru it.

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