Sunday, March 15, 2009

sincere apology to gavin and valerie.

to my dearest valerie and gavin..
well, i noe gavin is new in ur life,
and i noe he came at the right time..
but hey, seriously gavin voon,
i was really joking.. after all the times i've talked to u do u think i m those kinda that say that seriously?
well, mayb coz i added a curse in it..
well, thats wat i always do these few days..
so sincerely im sorrie if i offended u which i clearly did..
i did not talk bad abt u to val, i just adviced her to think abt it..
coz like she told me, u are afraid of getting into a serious relationship..??
i cant quote but yeah u did say somethign like that rite,
so i wouldnt want valerie to fall even more deeper as how she is already there..
i m just telling her that so that she wouldnt fall for guys so easily, not oni u okay?
im just advicing her not to simply fall for some random guy that so happen is treating her good when she's down.. and taking that as a substitute..
if u think im really that immature.. then im sorrie.. ur thoughts dont hurt me..
altho u and val have hurt me so deeply now.. useless tears im shedding now for everything..
last thing to say, just wanna make things clear, i was joking, and i always talk like that now..
and well, u ARE happie now rite? since u noe, val have backed u up?
and once again, u're able to screw me up.. =)
so, im sorrie gavin voon.. i do noe u're a nice fren and all okay.. sincerely i do..
just that i don want val to get hurt any deeper than she already is..
valerie,
im really dissapointed that u noe, u wrote that abt me.. you couldnt call me huh?
u wrote a whole post abt me? so thoughtful.. =/
and well, dont u think gavin is overboard too at ur chat box?
well, u didnt exactly back me up too rite? how would i feel girl? seriously?
and u do noe im having a rough time.. and yet, u still don care?
i guess it just didnt come up.. and yeah i was finding for trouble huh..
i was really joking abt gavin, and i was also joking abt gavin taking my place..
seriously, im not that childish? if i was, i would have been pissed abt all ur other frens rite?
i mean, i don wan u for myself and oni my self.. i noe i cant and i wont and i don wan either..
im just damn dissapointed lar girl..
u really drove me to tears.. all i wanted to do was help u..
i guess like wat gavin said was rite,
im no angel, definitely..
and that so what if gavin treat you bad?? thats for you to worry and definitely not me..
so i've learnt something today,
mind my own business, altho i noe that person may get injured..
im sorrie to you gavin, and also to valerie.. pls, anything u wanna add to say abt me,
just do it.. =) since like u noe, i cant fall any further huh..
val u should noe rite? =) well, i still love u girl.. but i'll just stay away k? i guess this is a down side of our frenship..
if u need me u noe i'll still b there.<3

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