adelaide, here i come.

hmm.. my darling is back from Macau.. finally.. regretted feeling annoyed with him calling b4 he went.. =/ just bcoz i was bz watching with my stupid tv series.. wtf.. aikx.. missed his so much! now he's back! with gifts! wakakaka.. cant wait cant wait.. lol of course i miss him more than the gifts lar.. hee.. don get me wrong yeah.. =P

time pass us by so quickly.. 5more months and its our 2yrs anniversary.. i cant believe that we can make it so far actually.. but now it is happening.. lol so far not bad lar.. we have arguements but which relationship doesnt rite? hmm.. im happie that we're going together to adelaide.. but somehow worried too.. =/ aikx.. but eventho everyone says i got him there with me.. i still think thats not entirely true lar.. he will have different classes, and we will have to work over there.. may find 2jobs.. quite hard lar.. and like ppl say, ppl will change when they go overseas.. wat if we both chose a different path? aikx.. better not think abt it.. lol go there oni see how lar.. =/ but i do wish we would still b together.. lol

almost 3 of my frens asked me, would u marry him? omg.. seriously, i never thought abt it.. now when they mention.. really made me think! aikx.. i think the first person who asked me was oly, my answer was, "never thought abt it, but i think he would b a good dad".. XP aiyooo.. enough liao don ask d.. don wanna think so far.. the more u think the more problems will occur.. ishx.. thats wat i've been going thru lar.. so yeah.. just go with the flow~ lol

will really miss my home and all my friends lar.. =/ even those who im angry with or whoever im not close with.. they are still part of me somehow.. =/ donnoe whether it makes sense onot but yeahhh.. lol really will miss everything here.. my family wont b there to scold me, to ask me to do things, to give me a curfew or anything.. is it really a good thing? i think i would enjoy the freedom somehow, but only for a moment.. then wat? sigh.. wat abt frens? yeah sure i can make new frens, it would b hard but will sure find some frens.. but, i cant b who i m now anymore.. i cant laugh for nothing like i can with my frens here, i cant smack a guy fren for making a joke.. sigh.. its really hard to go to some unknown place where i've never been b4 alone.. and staying there? hmm..

last time, the immature me, planned in future to leave m'sia coz m'sia have no future.. lol wtf.. but now.. sigh.. well, m'sia still sucks lar.. but the ppl here dont.. even tho all these racist shit still going on, we still have so many frens from every race.. aih.. we are all still human lar.. still consider the same kind rite? aikx..

ming hao, when we are there, tahan me k? i may get emo there.. and u're the oni guy i can whack.. lol =P well, and vernon lar.. haha.. but seriously, when im there.. i wont b the same Sylvia anymore.. i wont b the crazy, super loud, never ending laughing Sylvia, sometimes even laugh at myself, anymore.. i cant be..