past is the past, i really don mind if u did anything wrong in the past.. have i shown u that i mind? i told u my past why cant u tell me urs? im wouldnt b upset if u told me, i would b upset if u didnt.. dont u noe me well enough to noe that i don care wat u've done?

after so long, thinking that things are doing fine.. thinking that life is fine as long as we've got each other.. why did i change this... why did i change wat i think is great.. why did i need to do wat i've done..

why do things hav to get so complicated.. aikx.. parents bought bak kuteh for dinner and i couldnt even eat my rice.. this is just so annoying..

i thinking too much, things may not b wat it seems, but i cant help but think of wat may be.. i really hope it is not wat it seems.. i have too much things to take care of... too much things in my head... this is not something i want to noe.. but im already here.. wat m i suppose to do?

thank you emily, thank you valerie.. for being there for me.. just noe that im there for u too.. =)

wish i could get this drunk! =) btw, the guy next to me is bobo.. were at langkawi..

this view of cherating, calms me... =)